Sweater: Anthropologie Sunday Draped Sweater
Boots: Frye Paige Tall Riding Boots
"Though I looked for you all night the words would never come." - Wild Nothing
It was bitterly cold and rainy on this day. So cold, in fact, that Jerry was literally shaking while taking these photos. I've never seen him so cold. Usually, I'm the one freezing my butt off. Not this time, though. I was actually warm and toasty thanks to all my layers.
Due to Anthro's recent sweater sale, I just couldn't resist picking up this sweater in another color. I'm still partial to the Ivory, but the Navy is growing on me. I especially loved it paired with my new blue pajama dress and fair isle tights. This outfit was so comfortable and perfect for a cold, rainy day.
Speaking of pajamas, I've been having some pretty intense dreams lately. I can't really remember specifics, but I know there has been a lot of anxiety involved. I usually wake up with my heart going a mile a minute. I think the holidays especially stress me out now because they remind me that my daddy has chosen not to be a part of my life anymore. It still hurts so bad that it was so easy for him to walk away from me.
I'm planning a family Christmas party at our house Saturday night, and I want to invite him, but I get nervous just thinking about calling him. I know he won't come, but I feel like I should keep doing the right thing even if he doesn't. Hopefully, I'll get up the courage to call him soon. Who knows? Maybe a Christmas miracle will happen.